《我走不出我的黑夜》是一本病中探望日记,也是一部关于衰老、死亡和母女关系的沉思录。它记录了安妮·埃尔诺试图帮助母亲从阿尔茨海默病中康复,但最终徒劳无功,以及在照护过程中她感受到的内疚、恐惧、沮丧与和解。
“我走不出我的黑夜”是作者母亲写下的最后一句话。在只有“黑夜”的时刻,埃尔诺不离弃失智症的母亲,坚持在痛苦中书写。这本书是作者和自己母亲的故事,也是所有女儿和母亲的故事,也是走向衰老和死亡之人的故事。
作者简介
作者
安妮·埃尔诺(Annie Ernaux),法国当代女作家。出生于法国利勒博纳,在诺曼底的伊沃托度过青年时代。持有现代文学国家教师资格证,曾在安纳西、蓬图瓦兹和国家远程教育中心教书。她住在瓦兹谷地区的塞尔吉。2022年获诺贝尔文学奖。
译者
黄荭,南京大学文学博士,巴黎第三大学—新索邦文学博士,南京大学法语系教授、博士生导师,南京大学人文社会科学高级研究院兼职研究员,广东外语外贸大学云山讲座学者。主要研究领域为法国当代文学、中法比较文学。主要译著有:《外面的世界》《花事》《两性:女性学论集》《大松鸡》等
"I Can't Walk Out of My Night" is a diary of visits during an illness and a meditation on aging, death and mother-daughter relationships. It documents Anne Elnor's ultimately futile attempt to help her mother recover from Alzheimer's disease, as well as the guilt, fear, frustration, and reconciliation she felt during the caregiving process.
"I can't get out of my night" were the last words written by the author's mother. At a time when there is only "night", Elno does not abandon his mother with dementia and insists on writing in pain. This book is the story of the author and his mother, the story of all daughters and mothers, and the story of people who are growing old and dying.
About the author
author
Annie Ernaux is a French contemporary writer. Born in Lillebonne, France, he spent his youth in Ivotto, Normandy. He holds a national teacher's Certificate in Modern Literature and has taught in Annecy, Pontoise and at the National Centre for Distance Education. She lives in Serge in the Oise Valley region. He won the Nobel Prize for Literature in 2022.
translator
Huang Ren, Doctor of Literature, Nanjing University, Doctor of Literature, University of Paris III - New Sorbonne, Professor and doctoral supervisor, Department of French, Nanjing University, part-time researcher, Institute of Humanities and Social Sciences, Guangdong University of Foreign Studies, Yunshan Chair Scholar. His research interests are French contemporary literature and Sino-French comparative literature. His main translations are: "The Outside World", "Flowers", "Gender: A collection of Women's Studies", "The Great Grouse" and so on